The story begins
with Connie Escobar, daughter of a politician and a famous beauty, visiting
Pepe Monson, a horse doctor, in Hong Kong for a consultation because she has
TWO NAVELS. She wanted him to remove her other navel through a surgical
operation because if she will be going to give birth, where would the other umbilical
cord be connected? In addition, she does not want to become a freak when she
has to undress for her husband. She said
she is 30 years old and has just been married hours ago. Then, she told Pepe
about a story from her childhood. When she was a child, she thought that
everybody has two navels but when she discovered her doll, Minnie, has only
one, she threw it into the pond. Then
she told Pepe that her mother is also in Hong Kong. Pepe talked to Senora
Concha Vidal and discovered from her that Connie was lying – that she is not 30
years old, only 18; that she was not married a morning just before she came to
consult him, but a year ago; that she has only ONE navel. Senora de Vidal also
told Pepe that she forced Connie to marry Macho Escobar because Connie was
upset about the rumor that her father, Manolo Vidal, spends the public fund to
send his children to school. Because Connie was just forced to marry to a man
she really does not love, Senora Concha told Pepe that Connie was chasing a
bandleader named Paco Texeira, that’s why she is now in Hong Kong. She and
Macho followed Connie in Hong Kong they can bring her back to the Philippines.
Macho’s reason in taking her back is to avoid humiliation for her politician
father by creating a scandal because it is election times in the Philippines.
Pepe told Senora de Vidal that Paco is married to Mary and that he and Paco are
gradeschool friends. After talking to Senora de Vidal, Pepe went to the
Texeira’s.
Pepe
learned from his conversation with the Texeiras that Paco had been to Manila
playing with his band. From Manila, Paco had sent letters to Mary about Senora
de Vidal. Senora de Vidal and Paco had a good time together and they were
interested in each other’s countries – Hong Kong and Philippines. One day, when
Paco was waiting for Senora Concha in her house, he found Connie and from that
moment on he started wanting Connie. Connie had watched Paco perform in the
clubs until one night, there were people fighting and someone had got shot.
Because Connie was shocked, Paco comforted her. Until some weeks, Paco drove
Connie to his hotel, knowing that Connie also liked him. He was about to rape
Connie, not knowing her background. They only had a savage fight like wild
beasts. After 2 days, Paco went back to Hong Kong. Pepe states that both Connie
and Senora de Vidal have an evil hold on him and he knows that he will go
running to them when they call him. But he does not call it love. Pepe also realized
both his father and Paco have a similar traumatized look after they came back
from the Philippines. Pepe’s father could not answer most of Paco’s questions
since he came back to Hong Kong from Manila. All he said while he is in his
room was “Dust and crabs.. dust and crabs.. dust and crabs..”.
Meanwhile,
in the art shop of Rita Lopez and Helen Silva, Rita received a call from Pepe.
Rita is Pepe’s wife and Helen is a friend. Pepe called Rita to invite her for a
dinner with Paco and Mary to a club in Tovarich. In Tovarich, they met Pete
Alfonso, a bandleader who is seeking a pianist and a singer. Paco applied and
got hired. The next important thing that happened was that Pepe found Connie
Escobar naked inside the club and talked to her for he knows Connie needs him,
with a promise to Rita that he would just do it with a couple of minutes. After
a short talk with Connie, Pepe went back to Rita and told her and the rest of
the group to go home without him so he can help Connie in her problem, which
made Rita get angry.
Connie
had driven her car so fast that made Pepe to cry “stop!” Then Connie told Pepe
why she was driving so fast because she feels like she’s running away. She
related it to a story where she ran away from school, not because of her father
whipping her – a lie told by Concha to Pepe, but because she was ashamed that
her father was an abortionist. Then Pepe advised Connie to ask advise to her
brother, Tony, at the convent, but Connie instead wanted to go in her hotel.
However, when Connie went to her room in the hotel, she rushed back to Pepe
telling him that Macho, her husband, is inside and she does not want to see
him. She told Pepe that Macho has other girls and one of them is her mother,
Concha de Vidal. Paco learned from her that she found out the love letters of
Macho and her mother. Because of this, Pepe helped Connie to go away from her
hotel by letting her sleep in Rita’s place, which made Rita even angrier.
Connie asked Pepe to tell Macho that she was sick and does not want to see him,
which Pepe agreed to do. Macho, however, stopped Pepe when he was leaving his
room and told Pepe the story of their marriage and that he knew Connie knew of
his past affair with her mother because of the letters, but he insisted it was
over and done with. Macho also mentioned that his father died and he has to
take care of their hacienda. When Pepe went home, just before daylight when
Rita awoke, they did not find Connie in the sofa. She was gone.
It
was a Chinese New Year in Hong Kong and Paco Monson and his band were
performing in Tovarich. In the convent of St. Andrew, Connie, as per Pepe’s
advice, sought help from Father Tony Monson about the explanation of her two
navels. She says she is grateful and horrified at the same time of her state.
Father Tony did not believe her and advised her to see an older priest instead
so she would realize that she’s only delusional. However, she went away without
consulting Father Prior. Meanwhile, Senora de Vidal, visited St. Rita’s Shop
and fortunately saw Father Tony there. She told him that all Connie was saying
are lies, but Father Tony, when asked if he finds the problem silly, replied
that it was serious. Finally, she told him about the reason why she married
Macho off to Connie. It was because she hated Connie for preventing her from
running off with Macho for she has a responsibility to Connie who was still a
child. Moreover, she told Father Tony that Connie really thinks that all the
time Connie still loved her, she was already planning to destroy her daughter,
but this was urgently stopped by Father Monson.
Later that night,
Concha was remembering the time when she was fifteen, when she first met her
first husband, Esteban Borromeo – a handsome boy, a good painter, an activist.
She married him but was widowed by his death. And then she met the abortionist,
Dr. Manolo Vidal, after seeking help because she got pregnant by an effete
writer and does not want to embarrass her father. After the abortion, she
turned to religion with equal passion she displayed with earlier love affairs.
But before she committed herself to God, Manolo Vidal came back into her life
to court her, and later married her. On the other hand, The Monson brothers
found Connie in their apartment and relayed the information that Macho wants to
start from scratch with Connie wherever she might want to go as long as they
are together. She insists that the knowledge of her two navels will scare him
away. The Monson brothers think that she is using the delusion of having two
navels in order to feel unique and disengage from her problematic life
including an excuse for not confronting Macho about being her mother's former
lover. She wants to be safe so she retreats from a fully lived life. The Monson
brothers want her to reengage in her life in order to live a full, free,
responsible life of her own choosing. Then, she wants the Monson brothers to
confirm or refute her two navel delusion once and for all by stripping and
letting them see for themselves whether or not she has two navels. Father Tony
left Pepe to refute her two navel delusion which Pepe hesitantly complied to.
When Pepe discovered
that Connie really had only one navel, her delusional world broke apart. Connie
proceeded to do what he wanted to do – TO RUN AWAY – first toward the
monastery. On her way, she remembered her bitter past and saw hallucinations of
her family’s destruction.
The flashbacks
started when Connie was 5 years old. She went to a carnival and wanted her
doll, Minnie, to see Biliken, the carnival god. Because the young Connie is
such a spoiled brat, she wanted to have Biliken at home even going to the
extent that she threw Minnie away and have to lie that it was stolen from her
just to convince her mother to get Biliken for her. When she was 11, Connie was
able to possess Biliken since Mr. Vidal considers Biliken to represent happy
memories during the beginning of WWII before the war destroyed this joyous
past. This was also the time when her mother had become so cold to her after
returning home from Hong Kong. Her mother had left Manila without an
explanation, the same with Macho Escobar, her mother’s friend. With her
mother’s coldness, Connie converted her attention to Biliken idol which was
kept in the orchard so that she can have a friend to be together with. When she
became 14 years old, Connie was evacuated because the war was coming to Manila.
At 15 years old, after the war, Connie and her family returned to their ruined
house. She found Biliken in the orchard and was horrified seeing Biliken having
two black holes at her stomach, making it look like two navels. Seeing the horrifying
Biliken, Connie realized that her childhood was nothing as she thought it was –
that it never was happy. She sees her past as horrible when she associated it
with the love affair of Macho and her mother in the past that made her to be
like that horrible monster. After her honeymoon with Macho, Connie discovered
the love letters, which made her to seek Biliken, though she did not know how
she had got there when she came.
Connie’s
delusion, because of her lies, grew up to seeing hallucinations everywhere she
looks. Her first hallucination was in the train compartment where she saw Macho
waiting for her. After Macho had told her that he wanted to forget the past and
start anew, she told him she did not want him back, then Macho stated that he,
Connie, and Concha will forever be linked. Even though Macho wanted to start
with Connie alone, he knows that Concha’s presence will forever haunt him.
Connie, on the other hand, found the idea comfortable that Macho was there
while she was going up as a stand for her brothers who she haven’t seen but
when she finally saw the letters, she considered her relationship to Macho as
only for friends. The hallucination ended with Connie and Macho dying from the
train crash. Her next hallucination was with her mother, Concha, in the ship,
where she told her that she ever since felt that she was an unwanted daughter,
the fruit of all evil that is inside her mother, which her mother sooner
admitted to be true. She had a terrible thing in marrying Manolo Vidal, but she
could not help but just pretend she loves Connie, but now that Connie found her
out, she stopped pretending and made Connie hate her so Connie would free
herself and be saved. The hallucination ends with Connie and Concha drowning in
a sinking ship. Her next hallucination was with her father, in a plane, where Connie
tells her father that she is going back to Biliken in the Chinese Monastery.
Connie’s father apologized for her family for being a disappointment to her. Connie
then wants to find his old father but wonders what her original father is: the
heroic persona in the old newspapers or the corrupt politician being now
reported in the press. Connie suggests that her father has grown contented in
his power and made himself a fool. He encouraged her to rage against her family
before the plane blew up and her father was lost to the space above. Her last
hallucination was with an old priest, in the monastery, instead of Father Tony.
The priest compared her to a witch because she rejected all authority and thus
wants chaos to rule men's hearts. She defended herself by saying that authority
was corrupt itself so why can't she just disengage from life instead of living
in the world where corruption seems to be the only way to live. The priest says
men have to try to find order and salvation in an imperfect world. The priests
says that she is evil incarnate because she makes men doubt their faith and
confidence in God and instead spreads fear and distrust in all human
institutions. The priest says she is like a witch because she tells men to
relax since working towards a goal is a futile endeavour anyway. The
hallucination ends when she is consumed by a ball of fire and her jaguar jumps
off the cliff into the watery depths below.
In the final
chapter, Kikay Valero, since she knows all the Filipinos in town, had the
obligation to report to Concha about Connie’s death and to comfort Tony for his
father’s sudden demise. Macho, showing his love for Connie, looked for her body
during a storm. Concha, on the other hand, hides in the shadows of her room but
did not mourn for her daughter for she does not consider herself guilty of her
death. The Monson brothers think the real reason that Concha refuses to feel
guilt is because she wants to continue to live with a semblance of normality by
continuing to dress up as though nothing has happened. Meanwhile, Tony felt
guilty over Connie’s death because he had pushed her to seek the truth. He
quitted his priesthood so he could not destroy other Connie’s. Rita, on the
contrary, grew mad at Father Tony’s decision of quitting as a priest just
because of Connie’s death. She even grew angrier when she found out that Connie
is not dead and has eloped with Paco because she knows Mary will be suffering
too if she knows about it. This revelation was written by Connie in her letter
to Pepe before she went off with Paco.
In the final
moments before her car flew off the cliff, Connie was able to escape and this
escape made her desire of a life well-lived. By throwing her mother's handbag,
she also threw the influence her mother has over her. Instead of going to the
monastery, as advised by Father Tony himself, Connie went to celebratethe
living in the city, and when she did not know where she would go, Connie ended
up in the Monson’s apartment. There, she met Dr. Monson and asked forgiveness
for betraying the past. Dr. Monson also asked forgiveness for not living in the
present. After this reconciliation of the past, Connie felt saved and free,
while Dr. Monson died in this encounter with a smile on his face because he has
already reconciled with the present. After her visit with Dr. Monson, Connie
bumped into Paco and fell to his embrace. He recognized that Connie was the
haunted girl he feared and had fought with but now he sees Connie’s face as
Mary’s and remembers Mary’s face as the one haunted. They decided to go to
Macao and then leave their partners behind. While Rita objected to this, Father
Tony believes Connie did the right thing. Another soul must sacrifice for one
soul to be free. She chose Paco to leave her delusion caused by Macho and
Concha’s love affair. She needs to do the wrong thing to save herself. She can
find redemption through sinning, for "without sin there can be no
repentance---and, therefore, no upheaval for transfiguration or growth of the
spirit." Pepe told Tony that they helped Connie have a courage to live though
they do not yet know the outcome of her new found freedom will be the key to
her salvation or damnation.
At the end,
Macho shot Concha then himself and they both died.
nice one :)
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